I’ve been studying spiritual warfare for more than twenty years, and I’ve watched the enemy mow down believers, leaders, and churches with sin, false teaching, and division. I’ve also seen the enemy attack leaders in a surprising way: that is, by enticing us to operate in our own power rather than God’s power. He wants us to be like the disciples in Mark 9, who tried to cast out a demon without praying – thus operating in their own strength.
Here are some signs that you might be leading this same way:
- You pray primarily only when you must. If your habit is to fix first, and then pray second, you’re probably operating in your own strength.
- You tend to think you can accomplish anything. Be gut-level honest with yourself – do you think you can accomplish almost anything? If so, you might not be tackling any God-sized tasks that require you to lean on Him.
- You don’t really live a life of dependence. You might say you do, but you know that’s not really the case. If you can do most of what you do without the power of God, you’re relying on self.
- Your strongest days of walking with God are in the past. If your highest points of walking with God through Bible study, prayer, fasting, evangelism, etc., are in the yesterdays of your life, you’re likely not leaning on the power of God today.
- You’re losing the private sin battle. You’re losing because you’re fighting in your own strength. It’s private because you don’t want anyone to know your struggles. Being that honest requires admitting need.
- You admire people who seem to be truly walking with God, but you don’t change. If all of your heroes are what you still want to become – but you are not, in fact, growing in that direction – you’re likely relying on yourself rather than God.
- Your family knows a different you than the public you. Your family probably knows better than you do whether you’re living in God’s power or yours. It’s our private self, not our “public self,” that best answers the question of this post.
- You just know your reality. Even if none of these markers were to characterize you, you’d still say you’re living according to your own strength. If that’s where you are, I challenge you to confess your heart to God. Just taking that step will move you in the right direction.
Let me know how I might pray for you.