Hear this question from my book, Nobodies for Jesus:
“For the sake of a world that needs Jesus, are you willing to pray, ‘Lord, make me weak so I might always depend on you’? Pray that way, and God may allow the enemy to have direct access to your life. Your family and friends may not understand where God is in the midst of your struggles. He might orchestrate the events of life to keep you humble. When God breaks us, though, we are no longer focused on self. We’re no longer interested in being somebody. We seek only his grace that is sufficient for every struggle.”
Chuck Lawless, Nobodies for Jesus: 14 Days Toward a Great Commission Lifestyle (p. 78). Rainer Publishing. Kindle Edition.
